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        <item><title>On breastfeeding</title><link>http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/28/on-breastfeeding</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/28/on-breastfeeding</guid><pubDate>Thu, 28 Jan 2010 11:05:31 GMT</pubDate><description><![CDATA[<p>I don't intend to post a lot of parenting stuff here, but I wanted to make
some notes about breastfeeding activism ('lactivism') for the geekosphere, as
<a href="http://coffee.geek.nz/breastfeeding.html">Brenda Wallace has done</a>
in talking about her decision to do mixed feeding.</p>

<p>A couple of preparatory notes:</p>

<ul>
<li>The compulsory Mary notice: <em>I am not looking for advice.</em> I am not
lacking personally for professional support for <a
href="http://incrementum.dreamwidth.org/1698.html">my breastfeeding
difficulties</a>. It
is easier for me to rely on that support than it is to filter through the
advice of millions of onlookers. Thank you for your concern!</li>
<li>I am a whole week into parenting and have exclusively breastfed to date. I
feel quite committed to continuing such to the recommended six months of age
and then continue partial breastfeeding for some time thereafter. But. One
whole week. And it's been really hard, actually, even with a good supply from
me and a good suck from him and fairly good institutional support from my
hospital. I've had a middle-of-the-night visit from a locum already to treat
mastitis. One whole week. I'm not here to tell you how easy it is.</li>
<li>I do not have personal experience of feeding-related persecution or even
hassles. (I've hardly left the house, I could be not feeding him at all and no
one would hassle me.)</li>
<li>I really do not mind about your feeding choices for your infant or child, in the
sense of exclusive breastfeeding, mixed feeding or exclusive formula. The
hassling in the street goes both ways, and in many areas (especially, I gather,
the US) the hassling from medical staff sure runs both ways too. I am generally
uninterested in person-to-person shame advocacy. More on this
later. It's
demeaning, insulting and counterproductive. Lose, lose, lose. Feed your baby, I'll feed mine,
who am I to tell you how?</li>
<li>Purely as a terminology thing, <q>formula feeding</q> is not the same as
<q>bottle feeding</q>: you can put human milk in bottles and many people do
so. (It's not functionally equivalent to breastfeeding though, because it's
harder to establish and maintain supply, and the correct handling of the bottles
is a nuisance as Brenda notes.)</li>
</ul>

<p>So, why lactivism, a kind of 101:</p>

<p>Consider areas without safe water supplies, that is, most of the world (and
this includes major cities of Western nations in the immediate aftermath of a
disaster, New Orleans was an example). Formula feeding, or anything other than
extended exclusive breastfeeding, is really really dangerous without a safe
water supply. Gastric illness kills babies. Lots and lots and lots of babies,
many of whom would not have died if exclusively breastfed. Unless there's a
safe water supply mothers with HIV are currently encouraged to exclusively
breastfeed, as the risk of the baby contracting HIV is less than the risk of
her or him dying of gastric illness related to substitution.</p>

<p>There are several problems with promotion of formula in such areas, or any
economically disadvantaged area, a non-exhaustive list includes:</p>

<ol>

<li>correct preparation of infant formula, including sterilisation of bottles
and correct dosages is not trivial and not always (I suspect, not even often)
communicated in a manner appropriate to, for example, illiterate people or even
people literate 'only' in their local language</li>

<li>correct preparation of infant formula is expensive</li>

<li>weaning to formula creates dependency on the product, or at least on milk
substitutes: women can restore their own milk supplies (at least sometimes?)
some time after weaning to formula, but it's not especially easy. Without
support they're stuck with a major hole in the household budget, or with
dangerous feeding, ie, watered down formula or homemade milk-ish
substances.</li>

<li>Per lauredhel <a
href="http://hoydenabouttown.com/20100123.7183/in-pictures-you-cant-show-that/">here</a>,
for many women exclusive breastfeeding is the only reliable contraceptive they
have access to (<em>exclusive</em> breastfeeding on demand is <a
href="http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lactational_amenorrhea_method">more reliable
than you've been led to believe</a> as a contraceptive) and the use of formula
therefore imposes a potential burden of very closely spaced pregnancies.</li>

</ol>

<p>Right upfront I'll note that I am <em>far</em> from the most ethical
consumer in the world, I have not a shred of pedestal to proclaim from. But.
Formula producers are involved in aggressive marketing in exactly these
circumstances, in addition to marketing to new mothers in the Western context
who are in the often difficult phase of establishing their desired
breastfeeding relationship.  I'll note again that in a Western context and in a
proclaimed pro-breastfeeding medical environment, I have found aspects of
establishing nursing <em>hard</em>. Really hard. If I'd had formula in the
house last night it would have been very likely to have been used. (Again, not
that there's anything wrong with that morally, but as a practical matter
supplementing is not exactly helpful in further establishing nursing. Or for
that matter in dealing with mastitis.)</p>

<p>So, I support very strong institutional focus on establishing breastfeeding
in Western countries, and particularly strongly oppose marketing attempts to
establish formula feeding as desirable in developing countries. That is my
lactivism.</p>

<p>Now to the horrible shaming mothers thing. This sucks. My take on it is that
it is two way, like a lot of Mummy Wars. Damned if you do, damned if you don't.
Telling formula feeding mothers that <q><a
href="http://rivka.livejournal.com/300569.html">every breastfeeder [is] a
better mother than any formula-feeder</a></q>? Spew. <a
href="http://hoydenabouttown.com/20090625.5497/gone-too-far/">Using the power
of the state</a> against breastfeeding mothers? Unspeakable.</p> 

<p>I only wish Chez Miscarriage had left her archives up about (some)
reproductive choices: no kids? selfish non-Mummy. biological kids? selfish
narcissistic eco-raider Mummy. ART biological kids? selfish rich narcissistic
eco-raider Mummy. adopted kids? selfish, also rich, Mummy. etc. (Incidentally,
re reproductive choice, <a
href="http://disabledfeminists.com/2010/01/22/do-you-really-trust-women/">go be
challenged</a>, you'll gain more there than here.) None of that is the argument
I want to have or the people I want to have it with.</p>
]]></description></item><item><title>Fantasy linux.conf.au 2010</title><link>http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/14/lca2010-fantasy-schedule</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/14/lca2010-fantasy-schedule</guid><pubDate>Thu, 14 Jan 2010 05:08:38 GMT</pubDate><description><![CDATA[<p>I <a href="http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2009/June/17/pregnancy">won't
be at LCA</a>, but since I wish I was, here's what I wish I could see most.
(Note that I haven't picked something in every timeslot and so this wouldn't be
my complete talks list. This is just my personal highlights.)</p>

<p>I've never seen <strong>Mako Hill</strong> speak, but you can't be interested in free
software and culture activism without stumbling across his name. Because he's
involved in the FSF. And Debian. And Ubuntu. And Wiki[mp]edia. And OLPC. And
autonomo.us. Among others. I actually don't know what his keynote is about, the
<a href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/keynotes">webpage</a> is just the
speakers' biographies, but I'm just going to go ahead and assume that whatever
it is, I'd enjoy. I'm also sure <strong>Gabriella Coleman</strong>'s Tuesday keynote would be
interesting.</p>

<p><strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50329?day=wednesday">Build
Your Own Contributors, One Part At A Time</a></strong>. I don't know that the <a
href="http://www.dreamwidth.org/">Dreamwidth</a> project has good name
recognition in the LCA community: consider this an attempt to rectify that.
It's a blog hosting company on the Livejournal model with a fork of
Livejournal's codebase. It's <em>also</em> very, almost uniquely, innovative
and successful in mentoring new and non-traditional contributors. (Kirrily
Robert has <a
href="http://infotrope.net/blog/2009/03/25/ada-lovelace-day-two-ground-breaking-open-source-projects/">some
information</a>, mostly focusing on their very unusual developer gender
ratio.)</p>

<p>Loyal fans of my writing will remember that I'm <a
href="http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2006/October/9/lca-reviews">generally
suspicious</a> of <q>how to run an Open Source project</q> submissions to LCA,
because so many members of the audience have either run one or seen one run at
close range. But I really wanted to select this one because it's successful at
something very unusual. There's a lot more talk than action on mentoring and
diversity in Open Source development; here's your action.</p>

<p><strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50171?day=wednesday">Introduction
to game programming</a></strong>. Yeah, this clashes with Build Your Own Contributors,
but since I'm not going at all, it can still be a Fantasy LCA pick, can't it?
Richard Jones is an import from the OSDC scene, he's a good speaker, he wrote a
good chunk of the tools he's talking about and he regularly puts them to use
and watches others put them to use in the <a
href="http://www.pyweek.org/">PyWeek</a> challenge.</p>

<p>I'm very curious about how Matthew Garrett's <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50178?day=wednesday">Making
yourself popular: a guide to social success in (and for) the Linux
community</a></strong> goes and I'd also like to see Claudine Chionh's <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50163?day=wednesday">Unlocking
the ivory tower: Free and open source software in collaborative humanities
research</a></strong>: luckily, again this is Fantasy LCA and I don't have to choose.
I'd also get along to <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50339?day=wednesday">FOSS
and Māori Language Computer Initiatives</a></strong> later in the afternoon: it's not
exactly my field, but close enough that I'm interested in language and computer
interfaces in general.</p>

<p>I don't know that I've ever actually made it to one of Matthew Wilcox's
talks, but I heard great things last year, so I'd get along to <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50331?day=thursday">Discarding
data for fun and profit</a></strong> for sure.</p>

<p><strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50274?day=thursday">Gearman:
Map/Reduce and Queues for everyone!</a></strong> sounds like something I'd enjoy hearing
about <em>and</em> might put to use. Can't lose.</p>

<p>I was accused of being a fangirl when reviewing Adam Jackson's <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50273?day=thursday">The
Rebirth of Xinerama</a></strong>, if I recall. I don't think I qualify without, say,
asking for autographs, but I enjoyed his 2009 talk a lot. It was not at all
aimed at the Mary demographic (short version: I know nothing about X, long
version: I know nothing about X) but was still accessible even while totally
ignoring my demographic. I love that kind of technical talk. And the more
competent parts of the audience seemed fine with it too.</p>

<p>After seeing Andrew Tridgell's OSDC keynote in 2008 I am wretched about
missing <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50091?day=friday">Patent
defence for free software</a></strong>. Just as you can find Mako Hill everywhere when
it comes to free culture activism, you can find Andrew Tridgell everywhere in
building... anything. From chess playing server software to homemade coffee
roasters. And on the side he's spent a long time with the Samba team testifying
and advising on aspects of the EU's antitrust investigations into Microsoft.
And because of that and because he's a great speaker and essentially
<em>is</em> LCA, it would be a great talk to get to.</p>

<p>Finally, thank goodness this is Fantasy LCA, so I don't have to tell you
which I'd choose of Rusty Russell's <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50062?day=friday">FOSS
Fun With A Wiimote</a></strong>, involving Rusty, who is a marvellous speaker,
and babies, who... are babies, and Wiimotes, which are white and blue, or Liz
Henry's <strong><a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50286?day=friday">Hack
Ability: Open Source Assistive Tech</a></strong> about the advantages of
hacking up assistive tech and thus adapting it to individuals. What a cruel
world that timeslot is.</p>
]]></description></item><item><title>Ethics of Free Software community research</title><link>http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/6/ethics</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/6/ethics</guid><pubDate>Wed, 06 Jan 2010 01:19:51 GMT</pubDate><description><![CDATA[<p><em>Most of this entry is exactly a year old today and it's just sat around
in draft form all that time. Since I posted <a
href="http://geekfeminism.org/2010/01/04/gf-classifieds/#comment-3355">something
similar</a> on Geek Feminism about research into women in tech and similar
topics, I thought I'd get it out there.</em></p>

<p>In January 2009 a researcher named Anne Chin of Monash University Law
emailed the chat list for the linux.conf.au 2009 conference asking for research
subjects to be interviewed about licencing and Open Source software. There were
several responses criticising her use of HTML email and Microsoft Word
attachments. I'll leave the specifics of this alone except that people should
be (and probably are) aware that this is almost always an unknowing violation
of community norms.</p>

<p>I did, though, think about making some notes on research ethics and Free
Software research. A bit about my background: I am not a specialist in ethics.
I'm somewhat familiar with ethics applications to work with human subjects, but
not from the perspective of evaluating them. I've made them, and I've been a
subject in a study that had made them.</p>

<p>For people who haven't seen this process, the ethical questions arising from
using human subjects in your research in general covers the question of whether
the good likely to arise from the outcomes of the study outweighs the harm done
to the subjects, together with issues of consent to that harm. (There are many
philosophical assumptions underlying this ethical framework, I don't intend to
treat them here.) Researchers in universities, hospitals, schools and research
institutes usually have to present their experimental designs to an ethics
committee who will determine this question for them and approve their
experiment. Researchers who work across several of these (eg, a PhD student who
wants to interview schoolchildren) will need to do several ethics applications,
a notable chore when the forms and guidelines aren't standardised and
occasionally directly conflict. Researchers working for private commercial
entities may or may not have a similar requirement. Researchers who use animals
also have to have ethical reviews, these are done by animal ethics committees,
which are usually separate.</p>

<p>At my university, essentially any part of your research that involves
measuring or recording another person's response to a research question and
using it to help answer that question needs a human ethics application.</p>

<p>The good/harm balance may include very serious dilemmas: is there a health
risk to subjects? how will the researcher manage the conflict between
maintaining subject confidentiality and research integrity and the good of her
subjects or the requirements of the law if she uncovers, say, episodes of abuse
or violence? But it also involves less immediately obvious and serious ethical
questions. <q>Is this study a giant waste of subjects' time?</q> is considered
a question of ethics by ethics committees, and is in fact the most serious
problem for linguistics research, since there's very seldom an outcome of
particular interest to the subjects themselves.</p>

<p>The study in which I took part a few years back was towards the serious end
actually: it was a study into the psychological profiles of people who have an
immediate family member who had cancer as a child and involved both
questionnaires and a phone interview with a psychologist.  Both because the
study explored memories of the illness and because the profiling included
evaluating depressive episodes, suicidal ideation and so on, it came with a
detailed consent form and with information about a counselling service that had
been informed of the study and was prepared to work with its subjects.</p>

<p>In the case of the Free Software community the ethical questions are often
more towards the <q>waste of time?</q> end of the spectrum than the more
immediately serious end. It's important to understand that this isn't
necessarily the case though. Here are some more cutting ethical problems:</p>

<ul>
<li>getting findings that expose your subjects and/or their employers to
intellectual property claims; or</li>
<li>revealing that your subjects are breaching employment contracts in some way
(generally also related to IP) and thus exposing them to job loss and possible
civil action.</li>
</ul>

<p>Getting ethics approval to carry out workplace studies can be fairly hard
precisely due to problems like these. But in the rest of this post I will treat the
<q>waste of time</q> problem.</p>

<p>Firstly the basics: are your subjects going to be identifiable in your final
reports or to the general public? If not, who will know who they are? Can a
subject opt to have their responses removed from the study? When and how? All
this should be explained at the start. (Usually if an ethics committee has been
involved, there's a consent form.) If doing a survey look into survey design,
in order to construct non-leading questions and such.</p>

<p>Now, for specifics. Most of them arise from this principle: there are a lot
of researchers working, in various ways, on the Free Software community,
possibly making it a slightly over-studied group if anything. This places the
onus on the individual researcher to demonstrate to the community that their
project is worthwhile and that they're going to do what they say. Thus:</p>

<ol>

<li>demonstrate some familiarity with the background. Depending on your
research level this could mean anything from demonstrating a knowledge of
existing anthropological work on Free Software (say, if the research project is
for your anthropology PhD) down to at least understanding the essential
concepts and core history (say, a project at high school level). This can be
demonstrated by research design, eg asking sensible well-informed questions,
but actually mostly requires a bigger time investment: making appearances in
the community, either virtually or physically, ideally for a little time before
asking the community to help you get your PhD/A-grade/pass.</li>

<li>don't get the community to design your experiment for you. Have a specific
goal, more specific than <q>get people to write me lengthy essays about Free
Software, and get ideas from that and write about them.</q> In the general
case, the <q>ask people incredibly vague stuff and hope they say something
interesting</q> technique fails the waste-of-time test.</li>

<li>give your results back to the community. The most common problem with the
various surveys, interviews and questionnaires sent to the Free Software
community is that responding to them is like shouting into a black hole. It is
not unheard of, of course, to see the thesis or essay or roundup that comes out
of these, but it is unusual, relative to the number of requests. Most of the
time the researcher promptly disappears.  Researchers should come to the Free
Software community with an explanation of when and where they will make the
results of the study available. They should explain the aims in advance unless
this would compromise the results. (On that note: Anne Chin is giving <a
href="http://www.lca2010.org.nz/programme/schedule/view_talk/50242?day=thursday">a
linux.conf.au talk</a> this year.)</li>

</ol>
]]></description></item><item><title>Donating our OLPC XO</title><link>http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/6/donating-our-xo</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2010/January/6/donating-our-xo</guid><pubDate>Tue, 05 Jan 2010 23:06:00 GMT</pubDate><description><![CDATA[<p>Way back at linux.conf.au 2008 there was a large OLPC XO giveaway, but with
the rider <q>do something wonderful with this, or give it to someone who
will.</q> Neither Andrew nor I received one directly, but Matthew Garrett gave
his to Andrew essentially on the grounds that he wasn't going to do anything
wonderful with it. (If I have the chronology right, Matthew had a stack of
laptops in his possession at the time and did things to them regularly,
generally making them sleep on demand.)</p>

<p>In any event, neither Andrew nor I did anything wonderful with the XO: Andrew
intended to look at some point at Python or Python application startup times
(the Bazaar team have a bunch of tricks in that regard), but two years is a lot
of intending.</p>

<p>Still, better late than never. In the spirit of the original giveaway, we've
handed it over to be taken to New Zealand by someone going to linux.conf.au
2010. It will be donated to the <a
href="http://wiki.laptop.org/go/WellyNZTesters">Wellington OLPC testers</a>
group, who meet weekly to work on various projects and who are somewhat short
on machines.</p>

<p>If you are similarly (morally) bound by the linux.conf.au 2008 giveaway
conditions, aren't doing anything wonderful with your XO, and are going to
linux.conf.au 2010 or can get your XO there, you could do likewise. You could
drop off to <a href="http://wiki.sugarlabs.org/go/User:Tabitha">Tabitha
Roder</a> at the education miniconf, the OLPC stand at Open Day or otherwise
get in touch with her. (You probably want to let her know yours is coming
anyway, so she has a sense of whether to expect one or two, or a
truckload.)</p>

<p>Other possibilities include getting involved in the <a
href="http://wiki.laptop.org/go/OLPC_Friends/SydneyUG">Sydney group</a> or
checking if they'd have a use for laptop donations. (They meet more regularly
than that wiki page implies; they are now meeting at SLUG.) I don't know what
the status of the <a
href="http://inodes.org/2009/01/20/olpc-library-trying-to-get-xos-out-of-people-wardrobes/">OLPC
library</a> is. The webpage being down is probably not a great sign, but
perhaps collaborators would help John out there. You'd at least be doing
something meta-wonderful.</p>
]]></description></item><item><title>Hermit's cave</title><link>http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2009/December/28/hermit</link><guid isPermaLink="true">http://puzzling.org/logs/thoughts/2009/December/28/hermit</guid><pubDate>Mon, 28 Dec 2009 01:00:32 GMT</pubDate><description><![CDATA[<p>For my loyal and devoted readers: I need to turn off the firehose so I'm
taking something of a 'net vacation for a while, including but quite possibly
not limited to Identica/Twitter/Facebook, mailing lists and blog comments.
Phone and direct email will reach me (before I go into labour at least, which
is likely <em>not</em> any day now).</p>
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